MaruMA:DramaCD56:Track11
11. Regret [edit]
FX: *knock on the door, the door opens*
Conrad: How are you feeling?
Yuuri: Horrible. I'm at my worst... (Also: I'm the worst)
Conrad: Unfortunately, Gisela is not traveling with us. Since her maryoku is strong, it seems she couldn't disembark in this country.
Yuuri: I didn't ask for that. I don't have any problems with my physical condition, so I don't need Gisela.
Conrad: Have there been any changes?
Yuuri:... Uh... I saw my brother. Or rather than seeing I'd say, I met him. And I was quite surprised to see he had a girlfriend with him. And on top of that she was a foreigner, a beauty. Shouri usually...
Conrad: When?
Yuuri: When I fell into the lake.
Conrad: When you caused yourself to disappear? (Also translatable as: When you killed yourself)
Yuuri: That's not a very nice way to phrase it.
Conrad: I'm sorry. Yet, why did that happen? Does your brother possess maryoku?
Yuuri: Who knows? He's very intelligent but...
FX: *touches Shouri's glasses in his back pocket*
Yuuri: Eh? Glasses. Why do I have them?
Conrad: Is your condition bad in any other way?
Yuuri: No.
Conrad: Even after such a flashy display of majutsu?
Yuuri: Ah... you're talking about that. Not really. I'm fine. I'm feeling a little tired that's all.
Conrad: *sighs* Keeping Wolfram away from you was pointless... because you went ahead and ended up using non-healing maryoku.
Yuuri: Ah... that's what that was about...? I kept wondering why you were being so harsh back then. It's fine. You just worry a little too much.
Conrad: Worrying about you is my job.
Yuuri: Oh, enough. Nothing new has happened. My eyesight is bad as always... Eh? Wait a second.
Conrad: What is it?
Yuuri: I saw them back then. The water dragon and the houses on fire. I also saw Shouri's face. Now I'm back as I was before but...
Conrad: Recovering your eyesight, even if only temporarily is a good sign.
Yuuri: I guess so...
Conrad: Well, if you can't see, your other senses will sharpen and this might be useful in sports. As they say, 'What you see with your eyes is not everything'.
Yuuri: Hazel says the opposite. For her 'Everything that you see with your eyes is happening'.
Conrad: I heard. It's about what happened in the tunnels, right?
Yuuri: Uh huh. And about that, you know? I was thinking about it. By seeing things, don't hallucinations become a reality? And as proof of that, when my eyes couldn't see nothing happened. Also back then when Sara said something was coming, I only glanced at that last animal[1]. And when I mistook Wolfram for an enemy, I had seen the glint of his sword. If that's the case... If that's the case, then Josak is... then Josak is not really de...
Conrad: What was the last thing he said?
Yuuri: Eh?.... Uhm... That was... he told me to.... keep running.
Conrad: Then please do that. You should not look back.
Yuuri: But... he might be alive!?
Conrad: If he's alive, he will make it out by himself.
Yuuri: But Hazel said...
Conrad: Then, why is the cut that you got from that last phantom-animal still on your cheek?
Yuuri: This is...
Conrad: If you thought for just one moment that it was coming, that invited an effect on your body .
Yuuri: Stop it...
Conrad: And for him, the boulder wasn't an illusion. There's no way he would have been left unharmed.
Yuuri: Stop it[2]...
Conrad: You must be thinking that I am a coldhearted man, right?
Yuuri: That's what I think. It's the first time I think so, and on top of that you want me to become like that too, right? You told me to become heartless...
Conrad: I didn't say that. This time the circumstances were unique, but next time, we will manage things so that we don't make this mistake. Lord von Voltaire or I... or maybe Lord von Christ we'll do that so we don't trouble your mind(/heart). That's why we're here.
Yuuri: That... sounds like something Gwendal would say.
Conrad: That's because someone has to tell you these things.
Yuuri: Then let Gwen say it! It sounds much more believable coming from him, I can agree with him!
Conrad: Then please listen to my words as if they were Lord von Voltaire's.
Yuuri: Like I could do something so cowardly[3]!? Didn't you say it? The death of a soldier is the fault of his commander.
Conrad: That's why, your Majesty...
Yuuri: Listen now! I'm the one standing at the TOP, if we lose it's my fault. I can't win alone, but I can easily lose alone. It was my fault... I acted thoughtlessly. I got ahead of myself and caused this incident. Because of me, today, this town has been destroyed.
Conrad: It's best if you rest for a while.
Yuuri: I will. Good night.
FX: *knock on the door. Door opens and closes. Footsteps*
Yuuri: Are you sleeping?
Wolfram: Yeah
Yuuri: *smiles* Liar. Sleeping people don't reply.
Wolfram: It was a conditioned response. I sensed that you'd be coming here to grumble and complain, so I couldn't leave you without a reply.
Yuuri: You're not going to pretend you're asleep as always?
Wolfram: That's because I'm kind.
FX: *Yuuri sits on the bed*
Yuuri: I'm really happy that you're here.
FX: *Wolfram turns around*
Wolfram: What's going on? You're being so honest about your feelings, it's sickening.
Yuuri: I don't have the strength to be stubborn anymore[4].
Wolfram: I see...
Yuuri: Hey, you know...?
Wolf: What is it?
Yuuri: *pause* My bed... because the window broke, you know? It got all wet with the water of the lake... so I was wondering if tonight I could sleep at your place ...? Uhm... together with you, I mean...
Wolfram: Humph. *opens the covers for Yuuri* Here, come.
Yuuri: *gets into bed* Thank you.
Wolfram: Unlawfully, Günter is here too. Look.
FX: *Wolfram makes Yuuri touch the bag made of Günter's hair*
Yuuri: Eek... Uwegh? The hair of the good luck charm seems to be oozing something.
Wolfram: That's because it's completely pure.
Yuuri: It's 100 PERCENT Günter. *laughs* Gross~! *keeps laughing*
Wolfram: Don't laugh and go to sleep quickly, so you can feel stronger tomorrow.
Yuuri: Uh huh.
FX: *When Yuuri's voice starts to quaver, he buries his face into the pillow and continues to laugh/cry*
Yuuri (monologue): Tonight I'm sure I won't be able to sleep. Because I'm feeling guilty and regretting what happened[5].
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References[edit]
- ↑ The one that hurt his cheek.
- ↑ Here's where Yuuri throws the cup at Conrad in the novels.
- ↑ He's talking about what he said before, about leaving matters to other people so he won't have to worry and also, abandoning Josak.
- ↑ Confession time! Wolfram asks him what's up with him being so honest (about being happy that he's there). And Yuuri says: I don't have the strength to be obstinate/a hard-ass anymore. He says the same in the novels, btw. So, he doesn't have the strength not to be honest about his feelings anymore. The yuuram is strong with this one.
- ↑ So "Konya ha nemurenai" (Tonight I won't be able to sleep) is the phrase used in the title of CD 71 -Maou Heika and the person who named him "I can't sleep tonight". (Yes, Konya ha nemurenai can be translated in those two ways.)
